A feeling of ack

Work has been well... I found out that I will most likely be getting into UPS. Seattle U is a no go unless I want to wait till winter. The person writing my last letter of rec didnt get it done in time. SO they will not consider me for fall. I may go to ups and then transfer. Jozie and I will be tacking on an extra month or so. Disapointed I will not be moving to seattle. I need to get out of this city oh sooo badly. I feel strangled here, and I cant breathe. Most of my really good freinds have left, or are so busy with work or school they have no time. Plus other friends are going to be moving within the next few months. I want to move to seattle and start over but its not going to happen right now. I cant wait to start grad school though, and two awesome people are coming to visit in may so thats super exciting! Sometimes i wish i would have just moved to AZ to live with bj. There's so many people I miss all the time... Tom, BJ, Laura, Carolyn, O'Rear, MJ, Asian Zach because he's moving to Yerka, Becky because I hardly see her along with Lissa, I dont get to see Megs, Mira or Kjirsten that much, Jason just got engaged and I havent seen him since he introduced me to his gf, Rachel and I make plans all the time but I only get to see her once a month which isnt nearly enough, and brandon and kyle now that i dont work with them i dont see them. I love u all and I hope u know how much u mean to me! I hope all of lifes roads lead us down a good path, and someday they will cross many times... After writing this I feel better... I think I'm going to go play catch with some of my guy friends now! I love u all enjoy the sun....

We all float on...

Well I havent had time to post in awhile, but to catch everyone up I'll briefly go over some key points. On the 24th of March David and I drove to Ellensburg for a very fun 23rd bday of Ms. Jane Kennedy. We got really really wasted, more so then I have in a really long time. Pics are up of this even and also AZ if anyone wants to check that out. Devin and Kyle quit at the old Hollister which I miss kyle but he was so grumpy at the end he wasnt fun to be around. Devin all I can so I thank the lord he's not here anymore I feel so much better already. Though we have an interesting situation going on, a new manager is down from bellingham he just graduated and is my age, most of the kids are having trouble adjusting and they think he's creepy so thats rough to deal with. Then we are borrowing the sweetest girl from alderwood, orginally from Boise, so work has been a lot better lately, not ideal but better. I am still lookin for another job, but that is tough when you still have no idea where you will be attending school. I have an interview with UPS in a week. I am now regretting not applying to seattle pacific. I really want to live in seattle. My Seattle U app has been held up by one of my recomendaters. So I keep praying to see if thats done. So just waiting to hear back from them. Jozie and I have till the end of may in our appartment, leaving us little time if i stay here to find a place to live. Its stressing me out! I just hope im up for the challange of grad school! I'm sure I am, I need to get outta hollister fast!