Feelin stretched thin
I guess it maybe the working 50 hour weeks or not having a day off in 9 days. But I'm feeling like my life is no longer exciting. I feel like I dont have a best friend anymore. I dont hav as many girl friends to go out with or guy friends to kick it with. IN reality I still have the same amount of friends I've always had. But I guess in this past month I feel like I've grown apart from all of them. There are some people I havent seen in almost two months. Or some even longer. I'm bored of this town, and the stuff in it. I dont have regular days off and hardly two in a row. If i did I could do more stuff and go out with all my friends. Maybe go drive to Canada for the weekend. Hollister has taken over my life even on my days off, I still have to go out recruiting. I hate that superficial materialistic job. It wears at my soul, but I'm having trouble findin another job. I know what I want to do now is be a highschool counselor but with the hours i work i cant get certified. I miss my friends I miss having a life. I miss the social life college provided for me. I know things will get better. It helps that my roomie is feeling a lot of the same things I am and we get a long great. We cook together and go out together, sit in and watch movies together. so thats great. I need a change and I need it fast, I'm just not sure exactly what to change and how. I'm working on trying to figure that out. I need to go out and see all my friends more often. Thats probably the first thing I need to change. I need to start living life again.

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